Now i'm goin write all my feeling le.i keep inside so long.
actually 29 april 07 i tgt with HIM.i think u all noe who i saying rite? who noe me u should noe who tat.
and end at around 13 april.
and it really hurt tat we break up.
althought is jus 2 motnh plus.
i really do love HIM den my self.
i try to control my self stop thinking of HIM and stop missing HIM.

about one day later HE ask for patch.
tat nite i didn't slp so smooth at all.
cos i'm asking myself "am i rite to be back with HIM so easily?"
the next day i told HIM i jus wan to be fren with HIM.
but actually i don wan to do tat.
cos i do love HIM deep even he have hurt me before.
after tat i told HIM to be fren and let the time tell me should i patch back with HIM.
after so long i'm jus trying to test HIM.

and now HE is in alaska le.
i really think alot of thin.
cos after i break up with HIM.
have some guy wooing me.
and i try to go out with them.
but end up i'm still thinking of HIM.
i noe alot of fren told me once a person chara is like tat they will nv change.
HE before goin still tell me he will wait for me and will prove it to me he change.
but i jus now find out one thin HE have done make me really disapointed of HIM.
u noe wat the gal who call HIM dumb is more xin fu den me lehz.
cos from the starting i been with HIM till now i nv hear of he giving me a call in the morning.
and they alway msg.

but i donnoe when start de.
but i'm sure i still with HIM he already is her alarmak clock le.
i noe it funny to angry this kind.
but tat gal sound like my ex is very close to her and also like wooing her.
some more HE have went out with her after i break up with HIM.
but when i ask HIM he say he have busy all the way no time for gal.
but wat is the comment tat, tat gal wrote to HIM is a lie?
or wat?
i'm really sad and don noe wat to do lo.
why my life is alway like tat.
cant i get a peace relationship?

and this few day i really think alot lo.
cant stop thinking!!!

A guy who wooing me really treat me damn good he every day give me a morning cal and make sure i'm a wake for work and also some time he book out will fetch me go have dinner den fetch me home.
and he give me surprice and make me laught every single day.
he also noe i'm jus break off not long and also noe how much ... mean to me.
althought like tat he didn't give up.
and told me if one day i'm goin to patch back with ... he won't mind and also ask me to go for my heart don need to think whether his sad or wat.
ya i noe he treat me damn good but my heart is still with ...
and i really don noe wat to do lo.

Now i only can say let the time past and i will find my last ans from my heart.
cos i really don noe wat to do.
is really make me goin crazy !!!
jus all becos of ...

who i'm goin to choose ?
really complicated lo.
nvm. let the time past i will find my ans one day.

now i only can wait for the day come.

COS SERIOULY FOR ME A RELATIONSHIP IS NOT A GAME SO I REALLY NEED TIME TO COMFIRM MY FUTURE.

jus wait and see.

not everythin tat go smoothly in ur life