hehe.... today is my off day le....
i now a day really hear alot of suff tat i don even noe de lo...
it really shoot me... i really feel like crying making my self drunk..
in order to forget wat he done... he also don noe ba...
noe wat he done ba.... i really silly...
normally gals hear those stupid suff they sure break up with their bf...
but i really cant decide to break up with him i really do love him till i
hear this prob i still so relax...
but truly i ystd do drink till i drunk cos i really don noe wat to do....
HELP ar!!!!!! i'm goin CRAZY le....

i really wish to hear his explain and wat goin on...
but i cant ask and only can act as i don even noe....
OMG!!!!

it really hurt.... hurt till i wanna die le...
i really tired should i trust love again or not????
i also don noe!!!!
why i alway find a wrong time.....
haiz don noe la....
got to stop here le....