my da sao and my bao bei

meand my bao bei




me and her again 13/8/07

above is all my new photo>>>>

sian today nothin to day is my off haha.

later goin down to meet my sister eve.

actaully today got meet my another sis doreen de.

but she got thin to do. so now nothin to do slack at home till evening time den to out le.

This few day took de!

at sake sushi out side

in my fren car

Now i'm goin write all my feeling le.i keep inside so long.
actually 29 april 07 i tgt with HIM.i think u all noe who i saying rite? who noe me u should noe who tat.
and end at around 13 april.
and it really hurt tat we break up.
althought is jus 2 motnh plus.
i really do love HIM den my self.
i try to control my self stop thinking of HIM and stop missing HIM.

about one day later HE ask for patch.
tat nite i didn't slp so smooth at all.
cos i'm asking myself "am i rite to be back with HIM so easily?"
the next day i told HIM i jus wan to be fren with HIM.
but actually i don wan to do tat.
cos i do love HIM deep even he have hurt me before.
after tat i told HIM to be fren and let the time tell me should i patch back with HIM.
after so long i'm jus trying to test HIM.

and now HE is in alaska le.
i really think alot of thin.
cos after i break up with HIM.
have some guy wooing me.
and i try to go out with them.
but end up i'm still thinking of HIM.
i noe alot of fren told me once a person chara is like tat they will nv change.
HE before goin still tell me he will wait for me and will prove it to me he change.
but i jus now find out one thin HE have done make me really disapointed of HIM.
u noe wat the gal who call HIM dumb is more xin fu den me lehz.
cos from the starting i been with HIM till now i nv hear of he giving me a call in the morning.
and they alway msg.

but i donnoe when start de.
but i'm sure i still with HIM he already is her alarmak clock le.
i noe it funny to angry this kind.
but tat gal sound like my ex is very close to her and also like wooing her.
some more HE have went out with her after i break up with HIM.
but when i ask HIM he say he have busy all the way no time for gal.
but wat is the comment tat, tat gal wrote to HIM is a lie?
or wat?
i'm really sad and don noe wat to do lo.
why my life is alway like tat.
cant i get a peace relationship?

and this few day i really think alot lo.
cant stop thinking!!!

A guy who wooing me really treat me damn good he every day give me a morning cal and make sure i'm a wake for work and also some time he book out will fetch me go have dinner den fetch me home.
and he give me surprice and make me laught every single day.
he also noe i'm jus break off not long and also noe how much ... mean to me.
althought like tat he didn't give up.
and told me if one day i'm goin to patch back with ... he won't mind and also ask me to go for my heart don need to think whether his sad or wat.
ya i noe he treat me damn good but my heart is still with ...
and i really don noe wat to do lo.

Now i only can say let the time past and i will find my last ans from my heart.
cos i really don noe wat to do.
is really make me goin crazy !!!
jus all becos of ...

who i'm goin to choose ?
really complicated lo.
nvm. let the time past i will find my ans one day.

now i only can wait for the day come.

COS SERIOULY FOR ME A RELATIONSHIP IS NOT A GAME SO I REALLY NEED TIME TO COMFIRM MY FUTURE.

jus wait and see.

not everythin tat go smoothly in ur life

Day DREAMING!!!

Okays Okays... I'm back le.
i noe my blog goin rotten le.lolx
jus break up with him about 2 week le ba.starting is difficult to take it we both really break. but a day pass by pass i start to get use to it le. i guess u all noe who tat i'm saying rite?
every day work work work lo.wat to do must earn money is like tat de.plus can put my prob a side ma haha.
today no sales again. but lucky my boss didn't scold me sia.
if not i sure stress like hell.

today work at far east lo.
so funny sia whole day nothin to do.
when i jus reach my work place i buy "old changi kee" finger food to eat.
not long later i buy some finger food again. omg! i'm goin fat le.
No choice who call me to be so 'tai ci" bo bian lo. hehe.

around 7 or 8 plus debbie come over my shop to acc me.
so funny sia. we see the S.H.E de video den keep on follw wat they do. and den like siao bo like tat. some more ppl walk pass us give us those shoot face like nv see so siao ppl before i don care but it fun some timr like siao siao taking some joke or making fun of each other like time pass fast also.haha.

den around 9 debbie say she goin off first very good lehz her.
every time "hong" forget about me de so sad.

o ya. today baby (wei ting) say wanna come find me end up tell me got thin to do so sad =(
but it ok. i understand.

after tat i off work den i go down opp far east to meet XC cos before i off work he told me he coming over to meet me. after meeting him. den he drive me home le.
i noe u all sure think why i so early go back home rite?
tat becuase my FATHER is home and long time see him once so must faster go home haha.

i think i shall stop here le continue next time bye~

"xinxin"

everythin must go with happy go lucky den everythin will be fine!